Thursday, July 28, 2005

I am going insane!

This is me apparently....

somewhat happy girl
You are a happy anime girl.You are carefree and are
always happy even through the toughest times
you manage to stay happy and you always think
happy thoughts.You are very popular and are
cared for a bunch.You are a good friend and you
can cheer people up in an instant.You can fool
around but be serious at times.Ok umm You are
probably always hyper and jumping off of the
walls.You also love everybody and everything^_^
bada bop bop bah i'm loving it.


If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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I don't really think that is me. Not today anyways....this is how I feel....I changed the answers to get the desired results....

depressed girl
You are the depressed/dreamer anime girl.You either
lost somebody you love or somebody broke you
heart so bad that you can't pick up the
shattered pieces without hurting yourself.You
think nobody can heal your wounds but don't
stop looking because you never know who loves
you enough to try hell the one special guy
could be right infront of your eyes and you
don't even know it.You also love to day dream
because it seems like the only place that makes
you happy.But little do you know that people
all around you are trying to make you happy and
you won't let them in fearing you'll get
another heartbreak or get hurt worse.But just
try and if things go wrong just brush it off
and try again.It never hurts to try.One more
thing never let that lost love one leave you
heart keep them in forever and keep their
memory alive.


If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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Actually I don't think that is quite dark enough. Oh well.

I wanna a baby. Crazy huh? That is what I thought at first, but then it began to consume me. Then someone suggested that with my past sexual encounters; either I am incredibly lucky or...I can't have children. That scared me! What if I can't? I want one badly...and now....now that I found someone I want to bear children with, he wants them with me and I am ready.....I have to wait. I understand waiting till I am married to him, but I don't want to wait to marry him. I wanna get married right now.

I'll just sigh and sit here listening to stupid people complain and whine because they did something stupid in their account.

*sigh*

ooooooooo
You are the loving couple. Now all couples love
but you two seem to be perfect for each other.
You hardly fight, you're not afraid to show
your feelings in public, and you understand
each other. That's not to say you don't have
your bumpy points in the road. You may have
huge arguements but you never get over each
other and you put each other first no matter
what. If you mess up you try to see what was
wrong and try to improve it.


What Kind Of Couple Are You And Your Partner?
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Random quiz answers now.....

HASH(0x8d906d8)
You got VASH (From Trigun)!!! He never misses a
target and almost never gets hit. Although
others might think him to be tough and
ruthless, he rarely aims to kill and is a big
softy. He loves chasing good looking women and
can get emotional in sad times.


Anime Matchmaker!!! (For Girls Only) 8 Possible Results!
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I guess I'm done for tonight.
Feeling a little better....Vash would be my soul mate...that's just great.

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Courtney Merrill

I am sitting here and I wrote out Courtney Merrill for the first time on this little book I bought. Just there...."Courtney Merrill" I looked at it and I felt a bit weird. Not at all like *AHhhh! I'm getting married my name is gonna change* not like *that doesn't feel right*........it just looks weird. I mean since I was 16 there where times where I would write out (Courtney Merrill, or Corey Merrill, Mrs. Travis Merrill) it was cute it was fun. Now it just looks weird. I don't know why? Any suggestions? It sounds right...just all of a sudden it doesn't look right.

Tonight I think if I can get up a bit early I will cook dinner for us rather then spend more money on drive thru meals. I am getting tired of Subway, Hardees and Burger King.

I want people to stop calling so I can read my book.
I just got the new Harry Potter book and I wanna finish it. I also wanna savor it, since it'll probably be another year or so before the next book comes out.
I mean I know like 3 people who brag that they have already finished it and are like "what's wrong with you" for me not having had finished it yet. I could have finished it by now, but I leave it in my car so I don't read it unless I'm at work.
That way I get to enjoy it....over time.

I need to get back to "working" hehehe

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

My Icons

What Icons are for you?(Thank you for making this Meme #2!!) by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...
Quiz created with MemeGen!



What Icons are for you?(Thank you for making this Meme #2!!) by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...
Quiz created with MemeGen!


What Icons are for you?(Thank you for making this Meme #2!!) by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...
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Thursday, July 07, 2005

My Soul



This is the prettiest picture I have ever seen. I absolutely love it. I look at it and I see myself...my soul....my heart. I love it....it seems to speak to me. I want to print it out and frame it in my room....or something where I can always see it! I wanna cry- I wanna laugh- I wanna smile when I look at it. But I just stare at it.

^.^~~

*meow*

Well....I feel dirty......

Before you look at my results....I feel...
....so bad....
I'm so so so bad....
BAD BAD BAD!






Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
CategoryYour Score Average
Self-Lovin'30%
When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself
65.1%
Shamelessness33.3%
Puts 'em on the glass
79.2%
Sex Drive 21.1%
Humps fire hydrants when nobody's looking
77.6%
Straightness5.4%
Knows the other body type like a map
44.4%
Gayness 98.2%
Repressed, are we?
83.8%
Fucking Sick76.1%
Refreshingly normal
90.1%
You are 48.08% pure
Average Score: 72.6%

Monday, July 04, 2005

*YAWN*

I am so damn tired and these customers are pissing me off! *sigh* I just wanna go home, crawl into bed and go to sleep. I really wanna go to the farmer's market with Travis tomorrow....it's NOT FAIR! I'll be WAY to tired in the morning to stay up for that! Oh well...maybe some other time. Maybe on a weekend. I did one quiz so far today.

Angel_Of_Nature
Nature


?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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I guess that is very true.

Today we moved some more stuff from my parents house into Travis and my house. I never realized I had so much stuff. I was looking through my old journal, from when I was married to John David. It kinda depressed me a little. *sigh* Sometimes I miss him and sometimes I wanna shoot him! I am VERY happy with Travis...no "but"s.

Maybe I'll make a quiz on quizilla to pass the time. I'm getting so tired because I have nothing to do and no one to talk too. Maybe a quiz to determine how naughty you are!? FUN!

Friday, July 01, 2005

Ding Dong the witch is dead......

^.^~ *MEOW*

I'm so happy...feeling sappy....My life is rosey, I'm feeling comfy cozy!

I've finished reading the Da Vinci Code....which btw if you haven't read...you need too. I loved it, absolutely loved it!

Now I am reading Deception Point (by the same author). It's pretty interesting so far.

We have been so damn busy tonight. Back to back calls. *Yawn*

Everybody wants thier money....direct deposits left and right! Damnit! The system hasn't updated yet! Who needs $700 at 2am!?!?!?

I love taking quizzes!


HASH(0x8ea2ef0)
You are the Dreaming Bride!


Which Bride are you? -With Anime Pics!-
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Secretive
You are a secretive princess. You were born into a
gilded cage. You hated the rules and
restrictions about walking daintily, eating
neatly and always having to look good.
You hated the cameras always flashing in your face
and therefore you hide your true self, behind
plain clothes. But your beauty is still
stunning. Due to the way you continually hide
yourself from the life of rules, you are a
natural rebel. Independence is your strongest
point - you may care for others, and even
depend on them...but when it comes right down
to it, the only one you need is yourself. You
have a strong sense of who and what you are, no
one can control your heart or mind, or even
really influence your thinking. You have a very
serious mind - never acting immature and
harbouring a superior disgust of those who do.


Which proud princess are you? (Dazzling pics and detailed results!)
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36
You're Element is Water. You are soft and serene at
most times but like Wind, you're scary when
you're angry. You proabaly have a talent is
singing and even your speaking voice is lovely.
You have an innocent type of beauty that makes
you look younger than you are and you like
close relationships with people. (please
forgive me if you cannot see the pics. If you
go to my userpage then you can see your result
picture at the bottom)


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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okay....that'll be all for today.....that I'll post anyways ;)
Okay well....it's almost break time.
Weekend is coming up....July 4th...I love the fireworks.